This little essay mentions the mockingbird that my grandmother kept as a pet for awhile.
Sometimes I wonder if punishment awaits me for feeling more
sympathy and concern for animals than for the hapless victims of world wide
tragedies that parade across the TV screen until the blood and gore lose their
power to shock and dismay. Surely this
is wrong of me, but I cannot feel a suitable guilt. So be it.
For two days I have been observing a drama, a struggle for
survival in my own back yard and it seems a little Bosnian conflict of closer
concern. A pair of blue jays continue to
fight valiantly to save their baby from hunger and stalking cats. He is fully feathered but not quite able to
fly. Velveeta, the next door manx and
Pawla, Cindy’s six-toed tabby, were waiting their chance to snatch him when I
first realized the problem. The two
parents scolded and dive-bombed and routed both cats. Crippled as I am by semi-successful knee
surgery, I still felt impelled to help if I could. Crippled as the baby jay was by his
inabilities, he could still just keep out of my reach until Nipper perceived
the situation, dashed in and held him down with his muzzle until I could pick
him up, feeling my own head being under fluttering attack by the parent birds.
A few years ago I would probably have caged and fed the
little critter for a few days until he was better able to manage on his
own. Now, mindful of my own shortcomings
and the admonitions of wild lifers to let nature take its course, I placed the
nestling in the crotch of the elm tree and hoped he’d have sense enough to stay
there. He did for a while, but later I
heard him sounding off in the clump of monkey grass beneath my bathroom
window. Both parents were perched in the
fence nearby. Also keeping a concerned
eye on the situation was good neighbor cardinal, who reminded me of the way my
mother used to wring her hands and worry about the neighbor’s small children
playing in the street. It was so plain
that the cardinal was as concerned about that baby jay as if it had been one of
her own.
I have noticed before now the curious relationship between
different species of birds that frequent the yard. The mockers seem to consider themselves a bit
above all the others. Blue jays and
cardinals consider themselves equals and co-exist in friendly fashion, sharing
bushes and bird bath without antagonism.
Doves and woodpeckers pass through peacefully enough, stopping only
briefly. They all agree on hating the
black birds and putting them off the property with dispatch. This is no doubt due to their nest-raiding,
baby eating habits. Nobody likes a
kidnapper.
Never considering myself to be a card carrying bird lover, I
have nevertheless had some interesting experiences with them over the
years. I remember coming home from a
ramble in the woods feeling saddened by finding a nest of little bleached
skeletons and wondering what had happened to the mother. Later on I smuggled home a meadowlark with a
broken wing found lying on the school ground.
I hid him in a shoebox inside my desk and took him home that afternoon,
splinted and bandaged the wing, and placed him in a cage with food and
water. When the wing was healed and
usable again, I set the bird free, and felt a tug when he kept returning to me,
unwilling to leave.
A few years later, I picked up a tiny mocker that was almost
drowned in a cow track filled with water from an overnight shower. My mother wrapped his bedraggled little body
in a piece of old cloth and laid him on the open oven door to dry out. We all considered him a lost cause, but we
fed him every hour, minded the cats outdoors, and talked to him until he took
heart and decided to live. Knowing it
was not legal to keep a mocker in captivity, we fully intended to set him free
as soon as he was old enough to go, but we reckoned without him. He refused to go. Placed on the front walk, he huddled down and
hid his head under his wing, terrified to move.
It was keep him or let him be eaten by the cats. He lived in his big cage on the front porch
for two years, singing so loudly on moonlight nights that someone would have to
drape a shirt around his cage so that those in the house could sleep. He never knew the joys of tree-top tumbling
song on full-moon nights.
I’m glad to have 30 eye-witnesses to attest one of my bird
tales. This happened during my school
teaching days in Smiley. Sparrows built
nests in the drains along the roof of the two-story high auditorium wing
of the high school building just across the school yard from my class
room. One morning we became aware that
one of the baby birds had tumbled from a nest and the parents had him located
on the ground below. There was
absolutely no way that we could help rescue him. Thirty pairs of eyes watched during lessons,
some trusting their teacher to do some miracle and save that baby bird. After a miserable, suspenseful hour, we saw
something we had trouble believing. The
parents managed somehow to maneuver their baby onto the back of one of them and
flew him back up to their lofty nest. We
may not have gotten all our lessons done that day, but thirty kids and 1 teacher
went home with a deep feeling of satisfaction.
We had seen our miracle.
Now I’m hoping for another one. Somehow I hope that baby jay manages to beat
the odds and survive the dozen cats and thousands of fire ants that could do
him in. He’s made it for two days. All is quiet in the yard this morning, except
for bird song. Rejoicing or
requiem? I cannot tell.